Saturday, 11 September 2021
Early morning light
Saturday, 14 August 2021
I enjoy my food
Saturday, 7 August 2021
Shame
Forty thousand years
Should be given the vote!
Was I proud?
Whiteys came scarcely
Two hundred years ago
“Terra Nullis” they said
Friday, 6 August 2021
Adelaide
Saturday, 31 July 2021
My Masseur
A few years ago I used to visit a masseaur on my doctor's recommendation. My slow deterioration of age, fitness and aches had gotme into this situationso I agreed a little TLC would be appropriate. Tis could not have been further from the truth of course. It is one thing to have your body soothed into a relaxed state but quite another to have those aches and pains identified and kneaded into submission by a skilled practitioner. Parting with a few dollars to satisfy the sadistic pleasure of a torturer was a bitter pill to swallow except that for the rest of that day the treatment received I felt reall well. My body felt cleansed of a myiad ills, albeit temporary but it did give me hope my body would not crumble around me.
My return visits were not regular at first but with such well being It encouraged me to attend on a monthly basis. Soon the manipulation, the music in the background and our two way conversations about everything under the sun soon made the visits quite a delight.
I say two way conversations; thisd is not quite truw. While the masseur was a young woman half my age chatted abot many things my own utterances were few. My response may be an admonition at her finding a reclacitrant tendon or a chat about our families, pets or holidays! If she was silent I too might drift off as I melted under her care
This of course was my undoing. Recieving treatment I was stripped down to my jocks and not a stitch more. Can you imagine my chagrin when on the massage table been lowered she tapped my shoulder to say "You can get up now", finding that she had put my socks on me! I gasped "I forgot to take my socks off".
At this she replied with a laugh "No! You were fast asleep I put them on for you." It is one thing to have a masseur, quite another to have a dresser too!"
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Friday, 30 July 2021
The taxi journey
So lonely and sad I returned home
My wife had died in hospital
Leaving me to live a sad life
So I wiped the motes from my eyes
Feeling empty, frail and helpless
The taxi journey seemed endless
I spoke little on the ride back
My mind drifted back years ago
Both then young living a wild life
Then settling down with family
Seeking the days of happiness
The taxi driver delivered me home
I entered now our empty house
I choked with sorrow by myself
Then I lit a candle just for her
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Wednesday, 28 July 2021
My first real girlfriend
Saturday, 24 July 2021
Returning home
I returned home from the city
I'd forgotten the beauty here
With the perfume of the farm fields
That fragrant scent that called me there
And sweet bloom of the wild flowers
With sight of birds over the woods
And foxes sniffing round the roots
I followed the path to the farm
Word had it that all was not well
Dad insisted that I come back
Trusting I made this last journey
To find that Ma was ill in bed
T'was an act I'll not forget
Sadly she died holding my hand
Sunday, 18 July 2021
A walk in the park
I often walk in the park. No, that is not true, I walk in the park and I sit down on a bench and I think and observe and feed the bird life with bread scraps.On most days I see the usual walkers and joggers, skateboarders and mothers with babies or toddlers. I don't wave or say hello to them or they to me as we are part of the park just like the seats; the gardens, the grass and the trees. Then there is Maisie. I am sure that is not her name but just one I have given her. She looks cross and holds a coat hanger in one hand and drags a trolley with the other.
The trolley is filled with bags half filled with bottles, cans and plastic containers each worth a few cents at the recycling depot. So we have little debris littering our streets, parks and waterways. It is just too valuable for Maisie and hundreds like her. An army of scavenger ants in Adelaide clearing the city and elsewhere.
As I sit Maisie approaches the bin near me and uses a coathanger for the treasures in the garbage. She is dressed for the task. Even her best friends wouldn't recognise her as she wears a hat that shields her face and protects her from the sun held on by a chiffon scarf.Her clothes would be rejected by opportunity shops and her shoes would probably fit me.
At first I would ignore her and she me. Then one day hiding behind her mask was a sweet face when her grimace relaxed. I saw a different Maisie as a young girl having her first kiss gazing in a boys eyes, then later holding a baby. So I got up and took a walk in the park
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Saturday, 17 July 2021
The Violin
Jane's mother wanted her to play the violin
But Jane, eyes wide open, shook her head sadly
Protesting it was not for her at all
What with fingering frets and the lessons
Bridges and strings keeping her from sport
Imagining what awful sounds she would make
Made her feel really bad in her belly
He mother now saw how broken she was
Jane protested she was so good at sport
Her voice husky and close to crying
"It would ruin all my plans" eyes in tears
Voice brittle she moaned, "I'm good at hockey"
Saturday, 10 July 2021
Falling over
I am awake again free to face the world
Making an old mans mark...alive
Bones aching but ready to trot
Hoping not to fall or again
Without doing doing any damage
Hated hollering for help
That's the the limit said my wife
But she allowed me a walker
To push on and sit when tired
Didn't seem natural to me
But brave enough to try it out
Friday, 9 July 2021
Rastus and us at the beach (Chapter 8)
All the effort that Rastus and I had made to win Penny overshould have done us some good. Everything was fine, when she said she had a day off we would visit or she would come to us; a happy band of three in love. Penny loved Rastus , Rastus loved Penny and me and I loved both Penny and Rastus. Penny seemed uncertain about me though; she appeared to be holding something back. She guessed I had a previous relationship and worried that may repeat itself.
She came down for a sleepover as she called it; not expecting to have much sleep together! What bliss it was to wake in the morning finding the person you loved curled up next to you. I'd kiss her tummy and she'd run her fingers through my hair then hug me tight. We were so bonded in love and inseperable. However it was clear she was not entirely happy; I must have been doing something wrong.
We three went down to the beach early Sunday morning. It was deserted and Penny slipped off her sandles and paddled at the edge of the water. Rastus checked out the scuttling crabs and any washed up fish. Penny walked along paddling in the cool watersinging some happy song but I couldn't make out the words. I was fossicking for perfect shells or smooth pebbles to take home and put on a shelf.
When I turned round Penny and Rastus had already turne round to sit by the dunes and have a rest. I called Rastus; he looked up but didn't come to me. My mind suddenly clicked. She had given herself to me but I hadn't done the same with her. Clearly she had been hurt and I hadn't realized. I started running up the beachand they looked up seeing me. I said "I'm sorry I've been blind to your pain as you have had a breakup like me."
Penny reached forward, gently touching my face, I said "I was near to losing you wasn't I?"
"I'd not given up" she said, but you came close. Rastus said stick a lttle longer".
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Wednesday, 7 July 2021
Human arrogance is boiling over
Friday, 2 July 2021
Rastus and us at the market (Chapter 7)
Strangely Penny was up before me; she was standing by the window.
"Come back to bed" I said.
"I daren't, I want you so much" she stated simply. "I'll get a cup of tea."
We
were up and taking Rastus in his walk through the park quite early and after
breakfast went into
I asked her how she came to read him. Her response was unusual.
“My days are spent in a rigid environment of hospital discipline and with sick and frightened people. I find that I can enter an escapist world in his books that others might with fantasy or gaming.”
I nodded an agreement; holding on to her hand which I felt was now mine.
So I then said, “I can remember a bookshop owner in the city telling me a similar story where a lawyer dealing with the court system, crime and criminals all day long would escape with “Mills and Boon” light romance to get it out of her system.”
We finally found a seat, a few yards from the busy market and I said simply “I am so glad I found you” and leaned over and kissed her tenderly as the world passed us by while Rastus tried to decide whose knees he should put his head on.
We were a happy band of three tied together by love. Penny loved Rastus. Rastus loved Penny and me. I loved both Penny and Rastus. But the relationship between Penny and me was a little odd. She was funny, warm and so lovable…but I could sense she was holding something back. She had guessed that I was recovering from a previous engagement from which I had emerged but with a few thorns for my troubles.
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Thursday, 1 July 2021
The pond in my garden
I loved the pond in my garden
Lotus flowers beamed up at me
At night they snuggled down in bed
Just like my lovely wife and me
Little fish were swmming there too
In the water safe in the shade
We could see it from the window
Our dog was pleased that it was there
He often lapped at the water
Wife said his job was to test it
And warn of the floating debris
My memory recalls the sadness
The awful day my dear wife died
I held her cold hands and her wrists
This made me want to leave the house
For it spoke only of my wife
Who no more would sit on my lap
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Wednesday, 30 June 2021
Writing something
I must confess I rarely fail to write something to post to each prompt. Mind you I am old and a lot had happened over the last eighty five years. However I find it important to think of something to write down which may be true or otherwise but my brain needs to say something just to be satisfied that I was here and telling the world all about it. The best part is that I may in fact have done or experienced something worthwhile which needs remembering. Being a writer I can tell the truth or be quite inventive in what I would like to say.
Each day is a joy
Full of possibilities
And of memories
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Thursday, 24 June 2021
Sorrow alone
Dearest one I am writing to you again
I've a heavy heart as I miss you so much
Your box of ashes long buried in the ground
I'll not forget, for you are part of me
The blooms have died and been removed
As I sit down and remember our love
I hope you are listening as we talk
As we would on our long country walks
We held each others hands just to be one
Now I feel that pang of sorrow alone
If I could share my life with you again
I will one day, we're made for each other
So prepare to move over one day soon
Wednesday, 23 June 2021
Rastus and I stay the night (Chapter 6)
I lied of course when I said we slept well the night we stayed with Penny. Rastus certainly did as he fell asleep and was flicking his paws or growled a woof or two as he guarded us from danger in his dreams or chased rats or cats perhaps.
For us though it was a beautiful time of discovery sharing Penny's bed for the first time. I was not prepared or confident in this. We joked about what nighties of hers I could wear. Then I had a shower and when I returned to the bedroom draped in a towel I saw she had chosen the side nearest the window with her clock radio where she always slept. She had put a chocolate Caramello on my pillow for me; just as though we were in a hotel.
She was looking at me all the time then turned over and put out the light. I reached over and held her hand and she with her other hand and touched my face as I breathed in her scent as she did so. I let go of her hand and lightly touched her naked body with my fingers like an explorer discovering a new tropical island.
"You are so beautiful Penny" I said as my fingers gave her a satisfying feeling with her murmuring approval. She in her turn was not passive as she too checked out this intruder in her bed, running her fingers through my hair and then leaned over placing her head on my chest to listen to my heartbeat.
"Penny, we mustn't make love...I am not prepared" I said.
"I didn't expect you to be. I would have been a bit peeved if you assumed I was a pushover. The more I know about you, the more I like you."
We both kissed and explored each other and delighted having been so close together.
Strangely she was up next morning looking out the window without a stitch on.
"Come back to bed" I said and she did.
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Saturday, 19 June 2021
Nothing works
Nothing works, I can endure no longer
My mother looks at me trying to help
I have reached the end of my tether
My girlfriend thinks we ought to split up
I am beyond hurt, it is hard to take
I felt I'd had a brutal stab in the back
"Let go for a walk son to get some fresh air"
Said my father getting upfrom his chair
We walked up to the woods close by to us
By way of the green fields close to our home
"It happened to me son, long ago" he said
We headed into the trees not far away
When we entered them we sat on a log
"Back then my girl did the same and it hurt
We parted and both went separate ways
I started work and then that girl phoned me
"I made a mistake" she said "I am sorry"
"Thats OK" I said, better luck next time
Friday, 18 June 2021
Rastus settles in (Chapter 5)
Staying at Penny’s that weekend was a success. It was certainly that way for Rastus; he settled in as though he was home and had a contented look on his face. I hope I looked like that too, but Penny wasn’t quite so sure.
How did we both get on? Very well indeed. She was soft and beautiful and attentive and receptive to my caressing. Rastus was happy laying at our feet. When I let him out last thing at night for his final walk around the garden I said “Behave, no chasing possums.” He returned a few minutes later reporting no sightings.
Penny and I talked too. Discussing work and family and our childhood and were very comfortable in each other’s company. However at one point at a break in conversation she paused then came right out with it. “You have been hurt haven’t you, did she dump you?”
"I would say I was jettisoned from a ship.”
“I often wondered what the difference was between flotsam and jetsam. So what is flotsam?” Penny asked.
“Goods lost from a ship accidentally," By this time I had returned to stroking her feet gently and counting her toes.
“Five, on each foot” she stated.
“Just
checking.”
At bedtime she suggested I share her bed.
“What is the alternative?”
“Floor with Rastus, couch with a blanket; you can choose.”
“I have no PJ’s, toothbrush or night cream.”
“I bought a spare toothbrush, the rest you can share with me.”
We all slept well that night. It must have been the wine. Goodness knows what Rastus drank. We went for another walk in the park early in the morning. It was so different at that hour. There was a morning mist over the water on the lake and a mob of kangaroos were drinking unconcerned. Luckily I had Rastus on the lead so we steered away from them and took a circular route around the park watching the birdlife in their chosen territory.
When we got back to Penny’s place I said to her “We will give it a try then, if that is OK?”
Penny turned to Rastus saying “What do you reckon?”
Rastus looked at us both grinning at him and barked an affirmative.
Let’s hope he keeps us together.
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Saturday, 12 June 2021
Find myself alone
I woke up to find myself alone
In my nightmare cradling my pillow
The beast in my brain playing with me
For I felt my wife's thighs by my side
My warm hand touched her just to be sure
But sleeping she still said not one word
Lucky! She hared to be woken up at night
Indignant said "Use the other bed"
Worst still would be for her to walk out
And to use that bed all for herself
To desert me, leaving me alone
Stoney cold, losing togetherness
And then waking up all by myself
...not a revelation that I need
Friday, 11 June 2021
Rastus and me go up the hill (Chapter 4)
After my old neighbor went to hospital I looked after Rastus . Sadly she did not return home so I transferred his ownership and licence with all his chattels to me and her family agreed.
Rastus tended to love anyone or perhaps it was the smell of food on them. Already he considered my house his and had happily settled in.
I phoned Penny who now lived up the hill a few kilometres outside the city and told her of the change.
“Why don’t you both come up to see me this week end as I’m free?. We can have bone stew” she said laughing.
So on Saturday we drove up the hill through leafy suburbs and winding roads with new smells for Rastus to enjoy. His head was out the window and grinning with his tongue out when we went through the hills villages.
We found Penny’s place and drove in her driveway. She came out straight away and once inside I offered her a present which was a pink silk scarf that had once been my mother's. Penny was stunned, “It’s so beautiful” she said with moist eyes, “I love pink”. Then put it on and looked in a mirror smiling
Rastus by this time had got bored so laid down at our feet. Penny said “Up you get Rastus we are going for a walk, there’s a park close by.
Unlike a city park this one had native gum trees, scrubland and winding trails and a freshwater lake. He chased imaginary animals yet missed a koala looking down at him. After we’d worn him out we made our way home with Penny and me holding hands and her holding his lead.
Back
at her place, Rastus drank a whole bowl of water and settled down for a nap.”Would
you like a drink? she asked “I have a Pinot Grigio in the fridge.”
“Well not if I’m driving, perhaps one glass.”
Penny then said “You can always stay the night”, looking in my eyes.
I
smiled, then nodded whilst Rastus snored in his sleep.
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words
Wednesday, 9 June 2021
Those years I regret
Looking back I really hate myself
That adventurous young teen
That explored the woods and fields
Hoping to find butterlies
To take them home, pinning them
In a box to display the all to see
Getting lists of lists of those rare ones
That might be found in the woods
Or skimming over the ponds or streams
Just a short distant walk from home
They were of course beautiful
But not so much when they were dead
And now in my advanced years
I very much enjoy seeing them fly
Flitting over the garden flowers
Tasting the many plants nectar
But lasting little more that summer
Before time is called for them
As cool autumn says time is up
And their offspring breed next year
Sunday, 6 June 2021
Clouds scudded overhead
I looked out of the window
I couldn't sleep this night
The clouds scudded overhead
The wind blowing them quietly
Moon chose to not look down on me
I looked at alarm clock
Too early to get up
Frustrated, I stretched myself
The ceiling fan hummed overhead
I heard the sea far away
I hat breaking my sleep
Preferring break of dawn
When the welcome bright gleam greets me
Sun rising over the treetops
A blackbird flew over the common
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Saturday, 5 June 2021
Rastus, Penny and me (Chapter 3)
Rastus had his big snip some time ago. So he would encourage me to check out likely girls, well that’s what I thought. In all probability he sniffed for treats. Now you might think that all food for a dog was free. You are so wrong there. Dog were fed as wages so meals at home were his due. He was quite adept at fetching things like the local paper thrown over the front fence or chasing rats in the garden. I don’t think there were many rats but he certainly made you think that. He’d stub his nose against the back door to be let out, then run up the garden just missing catching the sneaky rat. I wasn’t fooled. It was part of his act showing how valuable he was and being paid in Schmackos.
I’ll
mention liver treats and warn pet owners to avoid these like the plague as they
smell awful. However, buying these for your pet will show that you love them.
“Who did Rastus live with now?” you ask. He belonged to the lady next door but there were many times it was necessary to take him in when she was in hospital. So he treated my home his too.
Then what happened to the girl in the park? Some good and some bad. We did meet her again a few times. The interaction was all between Rastus and her with a condescending nod to me now and then. She told Rastus her name which was Penny, then winked at me. She chatted about work, travel or her flat mates. Nothing, I could use to get any closer to her, but it was a friendship without pressure.
The day came when she came up to us and started the conversation. “Sorry.” she said. “I am leaving…transfer up the hill.”
I saw the disappointment of Rastus’s face. Whether it was the loss of the free food or the knees to place his head, I don’t know which. She turned to me, gave me a kiss and her phone number
With that Rastus gives out a moan of canine sorrow.
“It’s
OK, Rastus” she said “You’re still my special boy.”
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Wednesday, 2 June 2021
How unusual
How unusual said my mother as the baby she had just given birth to was me and placed in her arms for her to cuddle. I was then whisked away, cleaned up and then placed in a cot close by as everythging was cleaned up so that all looked well when her husband, my father was invited in to say hello.
It is uncommon for the newly born to remember anything of the event as the shock of moving from a warm environment to the glaring light of day can be a shock to babies who may cry at this first separation or decide it was too bright to look at anything so keep their eyes closed and wait to be put back where the belong.
That must have been me as a I remember nothing of that uncanny period of my life all those years ago apart from being introduced to my elder brother who was aghast that someone else was going to take his mother's milk that she soon was offering me confirming that she would feed me now I was one of the family.
My brother was devastated and I recall as I grew up that at no time did he want to play with me but instead play with the other boys in the street. That really didn't worry me as I preferred to play with the younger kids especially a pretty girl up the road.
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Friday, 28 May 2021
Rastus and me in the park (Chapter 2)
After my first encounter with Rastus we got on well. I suppose I had been a bit of dog in the past so he befriended me happy to go on walks with me. We are having one now and have stopped for a paws. (I know that’s a bad joke).
I find a bench in the park but it’s occupied by a young woman. So I sit
at the end of the seat while Rastus after a shy glance at the girl sits closer
to her. He is a real flirt and after checking to see any signs of canine
aversion sits even closer to her. She is eating a baguette as it is lunchtime.
Clearly he knows I didn’t bring food with us so he might get a treat from her.
His steely eyes focus on the baguette and he edges closer to her. So
close in fact his chin is almost resting on her knee. Meanwhile I am watching
the pigeons on the grass with one eye and the other on her. Her knees emerge
enticingly from her dress. They are pretty knees and Rastus agrees and plonks
his chin on them with a look saying “Surely you need some help eating that
baguette.”
Compliantly she breaks a tiny piece from the baguette and gives it to
him. He wolfs it down without touching the sides and he manages to lick her
hand with the quickest of licks.
I cannot ignore their foreplay and decide to do something about it.
“Sorry”, I say, “He’s a bit forward”.
She turns to me; hell’s boots, she is beautiful. I could lick her too. I
wonder whether she would mind?
“What’s his name?” She asks hardly looking at me.
“That depends I say. When he’s at home he is Tinkerbell but when he is with
me he is Rastus.”
By mentioning his name he turns his attention from the baguette to me,
affirming the statement.
Clearly Rastus is a bit annoyed that more baguette is not coming his
way, so he decides to lick her toes. She squeals with delight looking at me as
though I did it.
I wish I had.
Wednesday, 26 May 2021
Waiting in the queue
Sunday, 23 May 2021
Rastus (Chapter 1)
I’ve always loved Rastus. That wasn’t his real name or my dog but I met
him a few years back. He belonged to a neighbour of mine. Rastus didn’t know
this, he thought he owned her. She wanted a dog so went to the dog pound to
choose one finding Rastus there. When introduced they soon were friends. No too
active as he’d been deprived of his private parts. Probably she was told the
usual sob story of a placid dog wanting a companion. So he went home with her
with his dog tag jingling on his collar. They don’t jingle these days as they
are made plastic but she in her wisdom was entranced by this tinkling sound and
called him Tinkerbell.
He settled in, soon making carnage of the back garden but she didn’t
seem to mind. This is where I came in and before long I was spending few hours
a week tidying the place up and acquainting myself with Tinkerbell. He was out
of control so I suggested I take him for a walk after my gardening.. It took
time for him to understand that I took him and not vice-versa. However by the
time I returned him home he was walking by my side with an occasional glance up
at me to knowig I was in charge.
Back home we were given a drink, me tea and Tinkerbell water. As I was
sitting down in the Lounge Room chatting with my neighbour that I noticed marks on furniture and cushions. I
pointed out damage his teeth but she had not noticed them. Clearly her eyesight
was fading. “Oh, Tinkerbell, you naughty boy,” she said.
I suggested he be given just one room in the house to stay in,
preferably the kitchen or laundry when she was out and she agreed. He took no
part in the conversation and decided he wanted to go into the garden so I got
up and let him out and straight away he deposited a load in the rose bushes,
reversed and then covered it with dirt.
He then looked up and grinned at me.
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Saturday, 22 May 2021
Back in school
Wednesday, 19 May 2021
Welcome to the real world
I am old and have come to that time when I do need a list
For just about everything that I do in life
Sometimes it is easy such as shopping day
When first I need to check the the fridge and the larder
...and my wallet...and the bathroom...and just about
Everything else I look at each day but never have the sense
To write things down as I am not going to the shops just yet
Mind you I have often gone to the supermarket and found
I don't have my shopping list with me anymore
So I search my memory after checking my Covid ap
That in Australia if you fail to do this you could be fined
Whether it is at the Newsagent, the Cafe, the Chemist
And every other trading place in town...so I am good
As the fine for failing to do so if caught is humungous
Illustration of Covid sign to put on mobile in Australia
Saturday, 15 May 2021
The train stopped one night
The train stopped one night at old Farnham town
I used to live there but it made me frown
Memory hurt me I was courting Stella
But she ditched me for another fella
She was beautiful but played a game
Flicking her hair was a bweautiful dame
Couldn't dislike her , we went to the flicks
She was glad she always close the film picks
Each Friday was night we always meet
We would always try to get the same seat
We climber up the stairs ir was always best
Cuddled up together we had our nest
How sorrowful I was to lose this girl
This was like losing a precious pearl
She loved flowers I often bought her some
Courting is like that, win some lose sum
I know that now watching the falling leaves
Swirling around the platform under the eaves
I skipped out of my trainand stood by the wall
Why is it hard to lose the one and all?
Everything has changed oh how I missed her
Then I looked to platform the other side
Passengers gathering there for their ride
She hasn't seen me...but should have been my bride
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Wednesday, 12 May 2021
Io and me in New Zealand (Chapter 13)
Our
next destination was
Many
Maori settlements still existed and were great tourist attractions for
visitors. Both Maori , British and other colonists were all mixed now. We
decided to hire a car and drive to a North island reserve with
Later
we were able to explore the reserve and ask questions. When I asked about their
ancient god Io. One of the women dancers nodded pleased with us asking. She
told us that a few older members of their tribe still talked about their
ancestors gods and goddesses but in modern
Clearly then the Pacific Io had disappeared and no longer had worshippers and shrines anymore. My Io looked at me, shook her head sadly saying “Perhaps that is what will happen to me”.
I
gave her a hug to comfort her, saying “You can come back to
She
smiled at me but shook her head. “No, I must return to
I kissed her and we hugged each other for a long time; when I opened my eyes I was all alone.
A
couple of days later I caught my plane for
The End
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