He could vaguely remember his own mother who used to have him on her lap and cuddle him close and he could feel how soft and warm she was how safe it felt like that.
Dawn was OK but if she ever mentioned his Ma she would call her "the Ex" which he didn't really understand.
As he grew older he often wondered whether he would ever meet his real Mum again and hoped that could happen one day.
After he had been at school a few years and started to learn new words he discovered the word excellent and thought about his mother again and how that word fitted her.
He determined that when he was older he would try to find her and tell her how much that her loved and missed her.
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