At the Station

              A restored locomotive of that era

When I was boy not yet in my teens our family moved to a small market town in Hampshire, England. The war was over but not the privation of those dreadful years. The town we moved to could with all honesty be said to be at the end of the line for it was the terminus for the electric trains that ran regularly from London, The trains on reaching the settlement not quite 50 miles away looked around and horrified rushed quickly back to the metropolis again.

I am lying of course which is what storytellers do best!

Being a market town it held a market every week on a Tuesday to market things that were not available in the shops, such as live sheep and cattle and pigs from the farms nearby together with feathered friends too. In school holidays it was a major attraction for boys my age to walk around the pens and view the weighing of the stock on the weighbridge and run and laugh with glee when a when pig or cow or best of all a bull somehow escaped from his handler and chose to go home by himself to avoid being taken to the nearest slaughterhouse. Usually they avoided the street and chose the narrow lanes and walkways to terrify the town’s inhabitants. Us boys thought that was even better than going to the movies.

In those days there was not much of anything in the shops, rationing continued in Britain for a few years. Everything too was still in black and white. There was a cinema in the town, given a name exactly opposite to its character it was of course the Palace!  With no television our great pleasure was to pay a visit twice a week on grey Wednesday and Friday evenings to watch a mostly grey film in that grey town in a very grey country in our grey times.

However all was not bad for boys as the station where the electric trains terminated was also the terminus for two little branch line railways that headed off into the country to find their way to meet other mainlines at Winchester and Havant. These single track systems were of great interest to young boys because the trains were pulled by steam locomotives.

After school each day and at weekends much time was spent at the station or by the side of the track, or on the track, or under a bridge or placing pennies on the track for the train’s wheels to make them bigger while we hid in the bushes so the engine driver couldn't see us. Not that that mattered as he couldn't stop his engine just to chase after us and in those days hardly anybody had phones or portable radios, let alone mobile (cell) phones which wouldn't make their appearance for at least another 30 years.

Not all stations had turntables for engines to turn around before making a return journey so a special provision was made for the engine at it’s country terminus to uncouple from its carriages and on an adjacent siding would go to the other end of the waiting carriages and re-couple with them there to take the train back to its original starting point. However, now the engine was facing the wrong way for the return trip to pull the train home. Some improvement was made to this method by having the rear carriage fitted with a communication device with the engine and the guard would every few seconds indicate to the driver at the back of the train that the track was clear in front as it was pushed backwards. The engine of course was travelling in reverse and without gears could travel forward or back at the same speed.

Sadly those branch lines are now closed to the public and I wonder what adventures boys of today have without them. Oh yes, I remember they have an iPad for a friend.  

My City

The filth and squalor of the city is my home

Its raucous shouts and sounds

Where hope dies fast

And all struggle to last

Perhaps to see another morn

The taxi driver’s sneer, the smell of beer

The vomit in the gutter

The call girl’s smirk

As bag snatchers lurk

For all this I think I was born

For all the music, the shouts and screams

The hopeless vagrants stagger

The flashing signs are a drug

A street light attracts every bug

A lone stranger looks forlorn

Early morning now the screams have gone

Street sweepers takes their place

I wend my way back to my pad

This hectic life is not so bad

Except the glare of honest dawn

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On wooing a girl

How to express love

When the flames of desire burn

Just what are the rules?

A hard lot to bear

For youth has no discernment

A new game to learn

Fear of failure is

The enemy of success

Joy turns to ashes

Sometimes it’s simple

A posy of bright flowers

and selfless warm words

Identify the goal

Polarize her in your mind

In your spring of life

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The girl with tangerine lips

I stood in the street

Watching the city pass by

Kaleidoscope dreams

The bright lights flashing

The sad song of traffic noise

The scent of decay

I was quite alone

Stranger among the thousands

Until I saw her

She cocked her cute head

The girl with the tangerine lips

Her timeless question

 

Why did she choose me?

How could I tell her story?

Whose daughter was she?

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Over the Hill

Hands worn

Legs bowed

Eyes dim

My grandmother sat quite still

I smiled

And she

Did say

“I’m not quite over the hill”

We laughed

And kissed

I knew

She was in me, good and ill

Feisty

So firm

And true

Each goodbye a bitter pill

Would I

Be strong

Like her

When deaths call came shrill

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The visitor

“I don’t want him in here” she said as she saw him edge along the street heading for our home.

She was talking about old Jim. I say old Jim but he was my age; we went to school together so many years ago. Now he had found out where we lived.

“He’s always on the scrounge,” she continued, “He’s a parasite; I don’t know why you don’t send him packing.”

I could see she was getting explosive about him and I could see her point of view. Jim was a mate from my school years who had turned into a shifty, lying cheating ne'er do well and was not the friend you would want constantly pestering you for a handout.

“Give him a few dollars and tell him I don’t want him back here any more. I don’t want the kids to see him.” Even angry she was beautiful…but dangerous.

So I went out the front door and walked up to Jim as he approached the front gate intending to steer him down the nearby park so she wouldn't let fly at him if they came face to face.

He looked searchingly at the house to see if anyone was inside but luckily Sue was not at the window. The last time he came she had actually screamed at him.

I think he understood as I steered him across the road and sat him on a seat by the swings and the slide.

“She is still cross with me is she?” I nodded and chatted with him for a bit and slipped him a couple of twenty dollar notes.

“Is that adequate?” I asked while he stuffed them in pocket and nodded glumly. He then looked up and asked “Got any smokes?”

I shook my head, “Neither of us smokes any more Jim…because of the kids.” He nodded glumly, “Yeah, I knew that but I still ask don’t I?”

We chatted for a bit then he sadly went on his way. I slowly walked back to the house, let myself in and went back to my study.

I heard the door open and Sue sidled in and said “Well?” She was beautiful even when cross and she continued “How much did you give him this time?”

“Forty bucks.”

“Is that all?” She spoke with a small quiet voice.

“Why don’t you speak to him Sue, he is your brother for heaven’s sake.”

It was then she cried, quietly, sadly. She knew, as I did, that we had only met each other because Jim was my friend at school.

“You’re too soft on him” she whispered, "but I am glad you are", and she placed a loving hand on my cheek.

What is your name?

She looked up at him

He was smiling at her now

She lowered her eyes

He often came there

Into the small coffee shop

And always alone

He read the paper

Slowly worked on the crossword

Then waved as he left

Once when he came in

He asked “and what is your name?”

Shyly she said “Sue”

Her heart beat so fast

Boldly she replied “and yours?”

“My name is David”

“David” she repeated

Etching the name in her heart

Yes, she could love him

This week as an experiment I thought I would just imply both prompt words, nervous and note in the writing

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South Australia

                                                        Official State emblem

A potted and unreliable history of South Australia for which the author does not apologise

Let me tell of those days of old                             

Way back in eighteen thirty six                            

When others minds were fixed on gold  

Free settlers came here hand in hand            

Made their homes in a southern land     

They crossed three oceans mighty deep

To live in a land of plenty                          

Yet many had much cause to weep        

But never reached the promised shore              

Their graves six fathoms deep or more                  

Men searched for land to plough and till                   

Local natives were not so pleased                      

Despite expressions of goodwill                          

Their hunting grounds and water holes             

No longer theirs to have and hold                                   

Lucky miners soon copper found                        

To help the struggling colony                               

To the land more migrants bound                        

German immigrants came in lines                         

Set about the task by making wines                   

Famous men are not told of here                         

For a lands heart is its people                              

Sheep and crops just everywhere                                   

Equal, freedom for every belief

Keep this in mind so you don't beef 

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Just inside the gate

Just inside the gate

To that sad cemetery

A grave marks the place

Where their love was dashed

And hope forever ruined

For their son lies there

Many plans were made

And so many dreams were dreamed

For their precious child

But as he sleeps on

There’s company around him

Trees whisper, birds sing

Parents cry sad tears

When they visit him there

Flowers nod their heads

Springtime and in fall

He is never alone now 

Forever sleeping

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Fairies in my mind

In my garden now

Where hard toil reaps my reward

There’s competition

In the breezy springtime

Be so careful how you go

Strangers are afoot

You will discover

So many hairy monsters

Have their work to do

Moths and Butterflies

Have laid their eggs in love

Eat my vegetables

Should I begrudge them?

They’re so beautiful when grown

Fairies in my mind

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Hildegard Von Bingham

In those dark ages

In winter’s cruel discontent

Words of beauty spoke

“The highest blessing”

She said “in all creation”

all those years ago

“Lies in the form

of a woman” Yet it took

all one thousand years

To recognise her

Many women still unseen

Could have told you that

The morning after

                                Charlie Chaplin in an early role

It was the night before the morning after

Full of booze and uproarious laughter

My mind was clearly not in gear

I didn't know if I was there or here

She took me places where I shouldn’t go

But of that you really must not know

But I'll say I rue last evening

And spending it on foolish drinking

When I awoke I was not at home

And clearly I was also not alone

Deep in the gutter I lay with friends

One stray dog and some chirpy hens

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Close to the town centre

Close to the town centre

Where many people go

Is a place I used to know

It is a botanic park

Green with calm serenity

Just the place for picnic tea

There's a gaunt drab building near by

Peering through the swaying trees

It’s a hospital one sees

There anxiety rules the roost

And a visit one should not pay

That would surely spoil your day

Sure there’s fruit, jello and kindly words

But also blood and ouch and tests

And strict rules for family guests

Meals are bad and blood they love

Then they’ll waken you in fright

As they pester you at night

Should you care to walk that park

And calmly feed the little birds

Think of me lying in my turds

“I’m busy now patient X

Leave your bed you must not dare

For others please have some care”

It was not Sue

Sue and I use to meet                    

By the old withered tree                 

I held her hand                                

And kissed her cheek                    

First love                                           

For her                                              

And me                                             

Sadly it did not last                         

Her curls no longer mine               

She came no more                         

Our trysting place                            

Alone                                                

I cried                                                

Forlorn                                              

Yes, there were other girls            

But curls they had but few            

I held them tight                              

And snuggled up                            

Sadly                                                 

It was 

Not Sue                                 

Smart as a button

Humphrey Pratt was an awful geek

To whom I chose not to speak

His voice, his hair, his prissy ways

Left all us others in a daze

What’s worse he lived quite close to us

So often we'd both catch the bus

And what horror he would sit by me

I’d imagine him as a jumping flea

Until I found he had a sister Sue

Smart as a button and pretty too

Who smiled as though I was his friend

This nearly drove me round the bend

Oh, slash my wrists and hope to die

Her cute looks and sparkle in her eye

Put some sense in this my carcass

Kissing her proved I'd been a jackass

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Her dark eyes sparkled

Her dark eyes sparkled

Revealing; understanding

But she was not mine

I love raven hair

And hers shone like ebony

I longed to touch it

Yes, she knew that too

Her tact and prudence a curse

She’s too wise by far

And in our farewell

She offered her cheek to me

Delightful embrace

If I could but sing

What ballad of love would prove

Her superb beauty?

But no voice let forth

Still, she’s ever in my mind

My perfect dreamscape

Fuzzy Logic

Men have always found

That fuzzy logic is best

In all walks of life

It’s not black or white

For there are degrees of truth

When coming home late

The last drink with mates

Can translate to a road block

Or that flat front tire

They have simple minds

Matched by their inventive wives

With their girls night in

Where their husband’s faults

Spoken of with much laughter

At needlework group

Lucky is the man

who appears to be perfect

To others chagrin

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I walked by the canal

                           Ash Lock, Basingstoke Canal, UK


The canals of my childhood
Were dismal places of neglect
Their towpaths meandering

Disused locks were forgotten
Wild horses grazed on the banks
Whose crumbling edges spilled over

Wild flowers and plants bloomed on
Thrusting their flowers at me
And picked for mother at home

I met Jenny at this spot
And love rose for the first time
Signalling adolescence

When I finally lost her 
T'was a bullet to my heart
The first of many to come

The sadness of my childhood
Is recalled seeing it now
With a ball drifting midstream

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In my soul's pasture

When I first saw you

My sad heart thundered applause

Your eyes said it all

I watched your deft hands

As you patiently worked away

Then glanced up at me

You have springtime

For me winter winds blow cold

Sadness I must bear

My long lonely nights

Would surely be satisfied

By your gentle touch

But that’s not for me

I dream of what could have been

In my soul's pasture

I looked out to sea

                           The beach of Westerland, Sylt in stormy weather by Christian Kroner

I looked out to sea

The quiet calm was now gone

She was in a stir

T’was no time for play

At first a growl of thunder

Autumn’s mood had changed

The gulls rode the wind

The bribery of their dance

Held no ounce of sway

Skeptical bathers

Quickly fled the windswept shore

To find some shelter

I watched from my hut

Laughing at the clobbering

Just loving the scene

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